Blocks to abundance, healing, and positive relationships are so common! It can actually be shocking how easy these blocks can be removed.
Truly each of these blocks are about feelings of worthiness to receive Love.
Many people do not receive the love they desire growing up, some only receive attention when they are sick, some people work themselves to the point of illness as an attempt to earn a break, because what they really want is love, and they continue to try to prove their right to be loved, in dysfunctional ways, maybe for the rest of their lives.
All of these actions perpetuate blocks to Abundance, Healing, and Positive Relationships!
Divine Healing has specific charts for working on "opening to abundance", "removing blocks to healing", and "clearing karmic relationship patterns". There is also a chart about "marrying opposing thoughts".
Over the 2018/2019 new years break, I committed myself to do a deep, multi-day, Divine Healing session on myself.
I cleared a lot of the "karmic relationship patterns" and I was literally shocked when the people I have been having trouble with simply stopped behaving in ways I had been asking them to stop doing for a while, yet they never listened, until I cleared the karmic program, and then they stopped. I actually had to make an adjustment not to re-engage them in such behaviour. I was so ready with my defense, it was odd not to need to say a word. Its really that easy!
I also did some work on "opening to abundance". Its no surprise with my upbringing that I have issues maintaining higher levels of abundance. I always keep myself in a survival state, for many reasons, and I am working on shifting that. The interesting thing is, the Universe also wanted me to look at it from a different angle...
In the "marrying opposites chart" I was encouraged to explore my thoughts and feelings on "abundance" and my opposing beliefs about "lack of freedom". This was incredibly interesting for me, as behind abundance is someone who is free, and the fear behind this is "am I a fool to believe I can have this level of freedom?". More interestingly the fear behind "lack of freedom" was "please don't let her believe in this garbage, if she gives up on her mission out of fear, it would be such a shame". And the marrying thought was "even if I end up losing my freedom because I followed my dreams, it would still be worth it! The experience I gain from following my dreams, follows me everywhere, even if I have to make a drastic life change".
Finally, as some of you know, I have been working through extreme morning sickness symptoms - the standard nausea, plus chills, severe headaches, occasional ringing in my ears, a shift in the direction from which I hear surround sound with my ears, a physical aversion/nausea to WiFi, Bluetooth, and screens, blowing electrical fuses, pain in my hands, a limit on the amount of information that I can take in, and a deeper understanding of spiritual concepts (see more on this below).
I decided to work with the "blocks to healing" chart. And, not surprisingly, under this illness is a desire to take a break. I am growing a human inside of me, for crying out loud! But it is hard for me to take a break because that means more falls on my husband and he is already at his psychological limit.
So, I had a conversation with him and said "if I start to feel better, can I still take it easy?". At first he said NO, but then when I explained I may never get better unless I am allowed to take breaks even if I am well, he gave in a bit. And, now I am well.
I also read in this book What is Lightbody? that a lot of my symptoms are not just morning sickness, but ascension symptoms.
This book explains that when we begin to process light as energy our cells and brains literally change structure and function, which results in chills, headaches, changes to hearing, sensitivity to technology, pain in hands, and nausea (all of the symptoms I mentioned I am experiencing above).
Because I know Soul Contract, and I know the name of the daughter I am carrying right now, I know what she is coming to do and is capable of, and I know that to be the mother to a child like this, I need a serious upgrade in my spiritual capacity. So, she is upgrading me, while also assuring that I keep warm and rested so she can develop well.
When you are finally tired of lack of abundance, being sick, or repetitive relationship problems, feel free to reach out.
Love, Bless, and Strong. Wishing you all the best in 2019!
Family Dynamics and Life Purpose Specialist
MSc Psychology/Neuroscience (Stress & Health)
You Have A Life Plan