Mother Mary, out of respect for my parents

Before we embark on this article, I want to share, that there is a difference between ego and knowing who we are.

When I first received my Soul Contract, it looked like "Anna Marie An Danielson Ngooyen" (the "u" in my father's last name being converted to "oo" because of Vietnamese phonetics, see images below for all my names).

We later realized that my first name at birth was actually "Anna dash Marie" (my mother made a big deal about the "dash" because her name is Anna and she wanted to name me after herself while also having it be a different name). I also wanted the distinction from my mom so, while some people would call me Anna or Anne growing up, I would never write it without the "Marie".

Finding what I thought was my true birth name explained why I struggled so much (because of all the clashes with my common name since birth "Anna Marie Danielson"). And why my optimized name "Alahnnaa Campbell" provided such a good fix (clearing out the clashes on Soul Contract lesson 2, the ability to be emotionally resilient, and release trauma from the body). I understand that some of this makes no sense to someone who is not well versed in Soul Contract, but bear with me.

Realizing today, that I may be one of the few, whose parents made a "mistake" in naming me (in quotes, because there are no mistakes, just things that need to be done in a certain order, and revealed only when the time is right, when we are ready). My true birth name (at least the one I have access to now) is likely "Anna Marie An Danielson dash Nguyen". Found completely by "accident" this morning (again, there are no accidents, it's time for me to level up, or at least shed some of this garbage).

What this new name does, is it wipes out all the hardship: 12-3 (life restricting me with illness if I go the wrong way, feelings of unworthiness that limit being able to earn and hold onto money), 9-9 (disempowerment), 14-5 (karmic relationships, being too ahead of my time), and 8-8 (lack of healthy boundaries).

Leaving me with a simplified: here to share everything that I have (4-4), especially wisdom (people will see that I have some, but when they work with me, they will realized I have much more, 13), with a structure that I am resilient enough to share (11) and the ability to support and protect others (2), helping them accept and feel connected to all parts of themselves, and others (7-7).

Also, whenever there are three 10-1s in a person's Soul Contract, this means the soul/person is on their last life, and they are an ascended master. 10-1 is the divine masculine, in astrology terms, this is Virgo and Pluto (rigidity to be felt in the body, and power that will destroy if you don't let go). While 13-4 is the divine feminine, christ consciousness energy, Neptune and the Sun, seeing through the veil to our life purpose (aligning with this, gives us our true power).

Because my mother's first name is Anna, Anna Marie translates into "Mother Mary" (here to support and raise christ consciousness energy).

I knew this already, but what I didn't know is that hyphenating my mother and father's last name (Danielson-Nguyen) and removing the "u to oo conversion", because it is how the primary parent says the name (usually the mother) that matters, and my mom does not have a Vietnamese accent, so no conversion is necessary, we get "An" (="out of respect to", because in Vietnamese "Anh is used for an older person by a younger person") for my middle name, and then my parents made into equals, by hyphenating their last names.

A client/friend sent me this video: https://www.instagram.com/p/DIhSEaCy2Me/

...to which I responded "I agree, but I wonder which one you think I am".

I see myself more as an Adler approach, and mainstream methods more as a Freud approach, but not everyone agrees. Did you know that we only really see, on average, 50% of what is really there, the rest we just make up to suit what we already believe.

So, who knows who is right, only that I am certainly not looking to cash in on getting you to focus solely on your past and your problems. In fact, I want you to let them go, and this is why I have Esogetic Treatment on board (with the ability to give you the Energy for Change), because it allows us to see our truth and go for it, regardless of what we experienced in the past. Unfortunately, many people have many reasons why they won't let themselves do this. They pull themselves out of treatment early, because nothing scares us more than being in our own power, because of the way we are raised, we are terrified that if we don't need others, they will abandon us.

It is sad that most of our problems truly do come from poor parenting, and then we are left half children, throwing tantrums about having to be an adult, despite having made all the decisions that got us to where we are, and refusing to make the decisions to get ourselves out, because what we really want, if we stay in our human selves, is something healing can never provide. If we ask another to heal us in this way, it hurts them to violate this universal law.

In time, maybe those who are stuck become unstuck, and maybe not. My way is not the only way, for a reason.

I hope this helps?