Stepping back risk, seeing the bigger picture, a developmental psychologist’s dream

In January 2024 I finally got the medical imaging device for Esogetic Medicine. I quickly took some photos just to see if the camera worked, but didn't analyze them until March 2024. When I did, I was scared — a sign for potential heart attack risk showed up in my husband's photo:

If you are new to Kirlian photography, the short version is this: a Kirlian photo captures the energy coming off the fingertips and toes, and maps it to the organ systems of the body. Things tend to show up in the photo up to six months before they become measurable by mainstream medicine — which means there is time to act. → Learn about Kirlian Photography and Felt Safety

Thankfully, because my husband approaches everything with skepticism, he wasn't too concerned. He said: let's take another photo.

That response — calm, measured, willing to look again — is actually the right one. When people see things in mainstream scans they tend to panic, and panic doesn't help the body heal. The Kirlian is not a diagnosis. It is a conversation starter.

The updated photo:

..showed a cramp sign on one side only, with insufficiency across the bottom — chest and lungs, which in Esogetics relates to grief and self-love — and up the outer side, which relates to the small intestine and discernment. There was also a potential focus of infection or cellular change in the duodenum, surrounded by stress bundles, and congestion in the heart area.

I gave him some RestoreChi tracks to try to keep this at bay — and reminded myself not to panic.

After a few treatments, I noticed his thumbs would often disappear in the photo. In Esogetics this can indicate insufficiency in pituitary function — suggesting the person may not be able to stay in their body long enough to receive treatment. This connects to what I describe on the Mental Health page as double deficiency — when the hormonal foundation is not solid enough to process what is being offered. → Mental Health — what double deficiency looks like and why it matters

Teaching the coordination system to work again

In his last pre-treatment photo I noticed what are called windows — formed by stress bundles and stress rings combined — which suggest the coordination system, including the pituitary, is not working well.

I applied treatments to help him stay in his body to receive treatment and to help the coordination system learn to work together again. Here are the before and after photos:

The stress bundles are still present after treatment, but the stress rings on the outside have been removed. This means: whatever had been holding him back has been released.

The stress rings covered the first three phases of prenatal, birth, and childhood, and his hormonal system. The final phase — prenatal, birth, and childhood — was absent and insufficient. Treatment resulted in more reaction in the prostate area, where there had previously been some reaction but mostly insufficiency.

What age nine has to do with his belly

When we think about that fourth phase of childhood, we are looking at around age nine — or the year before:

This is when his mother took the children away from their father, moving several hours away to extend her family with someone else. His father was always present in his life, but my husband always missed him. From about age sixteen onward, his mother's second marriage broke up, and far too much was placed on my husband to support his mother and younger siblings.

He has a significant belly. When I ask if he wants treatment, his primary wish is to get rid of it. He thinks diet and exercise are the key. But the belly — which is actually more the intestines than the stomach — is where we connect to our truth, our zero point field. Our life program downloads in the first three years of life, when we feel safe. How well the hormonal system functions reflects how safely that happened. And in his case, it may be connected to chill and pain → Pain Is Embodied Chill — How We Cope Determines If It Escapes or Gets Worse

The belly may not be a diet problem. It may be a safety problem, that started before he had words for it.

The evolution of his left middle finger

Looking at the sequence of photos taken over the past couple of months:

...his left middle finger shows a recurring indentation in the area that maps to the leg and foot — how we walk in this world, something a father is supposed to teach. The area sits just below the abdominal zone.

The second-to-last photo was taken after a chiropractic appointment. The last was after the treatments above. The issue then showed on the diagonal opposite, with disruption in blood circulation to the legs and feet — potentially blocked by the enlarged abdomen. More theories shared here: Pain Is Embodied Chill — How We Cope Determines If It Escapes or Gets Worse

Stepping back — the bigger picture after the most recent treatment

After the most recent treatment, we see the stomach toe — the one next to the big toe — closing:

Indicating rigidity. Nothing flows. In Esogetics this relates to a state where 24/7 stress is creating acidity, wearing away at the mucosa, joints, and bones. I can't remember. Nothing gets through.

When the stomach toe closes, we are advised to look to the index and little fingers — because of the connection between the stomach, the heart, and a child's consciousness. How they see the world. Safe or not. Formed at around age nine — right after he was separated from his father. However, as shared in a more recent article (Pain Is Embodied Chill — How We Cope Determines If It Escapes or Gets Worse) he doesn't react very well to the standard way of doing this treatment, but the alternative method does work well.

All of his positive early memories involve his father. His mother had to return to hospital for several days shortly after he was born and was not allowed to be admitted with her, so he stayed with his father. His father still calls him "my son" — he also has three daughters. He was probably a surprise pregnancy, given that his mother once mentioned she didn't get the big church wedding because his father had been married before. This is relevant — because the reception from others upon learning that a child has been conceived is part of what sets up the hormonal environment for ages zero to three. A pregnancy received with shock or ambivalence lays a different foundation than one received with joy.

It's nice to see the risk to his heart slowly easing — being resolved at the place where it started, rather than where it lands. → Relationships - healing the memories of what happened with your parents

A win with our middle daughter

That same week, our middle child — whose attachment struggles were the reason I learned this modality in the first place — had been experiencing pain around her belly button, fear, and sadness with no known reason, most nights.

I applied a treatment for the lung and large intestine function circle (grief and letting go), the ellipse of the deep subconscious, and one for fear. She rested afterwards and then said her fear and sadness had gone down a lot, and her happiness had increased even more. It was so nice to see her shine. → Parent-Child — supporting your sensitive child

What I want you to take from this

Our bodies need to let go of what happened to us if we want to have our freedom. But they often need help organizing what was not fully processed so it can finally be released.

My husband has worked with a talented healer in the past and was told that he didn't respond to treatment because of his karma — that he needed to take action in his life (some of which is outlined here: Pain Is Embodied Chill — How We Cope Determines If It Escapes or Gets Worse). But perhaps it was the insufficiency in his hormonal system that prevented him from staying in his body long enough to receive treatment — because of the shocks he experienced in early childhood, before he had any say in the matter. → Mental Health — what double deficiency looks like and why it matters

There are also Karma treatments in Esogetic Medicine, which allowed me to break through the glass ceiling I was up against with my own business (what I refer to as Into the World), that we can apply to you (or my husband) if you are in the same predicament (karma is holding you back) → https://www.yourlifeplan.ca/relationships#how-long-does-it-take

I am grateful there is something we can do — without rushing to mainstream medicine, which doesn't feel like health, and which wouldn't take the time to find, see, or hold space for the bigger picture.

There is still a lot of work to do. But we have time.

Most important is I have to remember, he is not at the same stage of healing as I am, I fall in the degenerative bucket, while that may sound worse, you can see that it falls on the Physical Health page, and Mental Health (where his profile sometimes sits) must be addressed first. Sometimes spouses have to do what their partners parents couldn't, in order to return their partners to health.

As shown in the list of books that inspired Esogetic Medicine, the heart is more than just a physical organ.

If you want to explore this further

→ Learn about Kirlian Photography and Felt Safety

→ Learn about Esogetic Medicine

→ Learn about RestoreChi

→ Visit the Mental Health page — double deficiency and what it means for treatment

→ Visit the Physical Health page — the degenerative patterns and where they lead

→ Book a free 15-minute consultation

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